
‘People are still doing it, but nobody talks about it': queer collective Duckie break the chemsex taboo
Rat Park will run every Saturday afternoon in February, which is LGBTQ+ history month in the UK. The collaborative events, which will be held at a 'secret location', bring together community names such as artist and archivist Ajamu X, HIV activist Marc Thompson and author Matthew Todd, alongside a selection of performers including cabaret act Rhys' Pieces and artist Zack Mennell. Each week is themed on a different body fluid. 'Blood' points the way to discussions of HIV and family, whereas 'tears' might prompt conversations about grief, rejection and masculinity. (Use your imagination for the other two weeks: piss and spunk.)
Sex and intimacy are the threads that bind Rat Park together. And although everyone is welcome, there is a particular focus on queer men over 40. This is because the event isn't just anchored around sex, but particularly chemsex – sex parties including the use of drugs such as methamphetamine (known as crystal meth or 'tina') and GHB.
Casson tells me that the event is purposely positioned in the so-called 'Tina Triangle' – the area between Oval, Vauxhall and Stockwell, where there is a high concentration of gay residents and chemsex parties. 'I'm 58, so obviously my generation grew up among a lot of homophobia. It's hard to get rid of that and sometimes it comes out in funny ways as we get older,' he says. 'And when you then introduce something like chemsex, with the power of a drug like crystal meth, it can become quite irresistible for a lot of us.'
In the 2010s, chemsex inspired a flurry of mainstream media coverage. More support services soon became available. But it feels as if the 'story' has now moved on, even though there are still three suspected chemsex-related deaths every month in London alone. 'A lot of people are still doing it, but it's a secret,' Casson says. 'It's underground. It's taboo. Nobody talks about it.' He sees Rat Park as a chance to restart the conversation.
As a sober event held in the afternoon, Rat Park has a different vibe to Duckie's usual offering, which culminates in 'dancing, drinking and disco'. The collective was founded in 1995 in the Royal Vauxhall Tavern – a London pub that has been at the centre of LGBTQ+ nightlife and activism for decades.
Like the RVT itself, Duckie's output is vibrant and varied. 'It was and is a bunch of queer misfits who were disfranchised by shit gay clubbing, who brought together artists, performers and drag queens from the club world and beyond,' says performer and writer Scottee, who started his career there. 'It's an alchemy of outsiders who make work that is motivated by the issues facing the community.'
The collective's 2002 Christmas show, C'est Vauxhall, seated guests at tables and offered them the chance to order short acts using 'Duckie dollars' from a menu. The following year, this was recreated at the Barbican, which won an Olivier award for best entertainment show – a watershed moment that brought them to venues including the Sydney Opera House. In 2022, Duckie announced the end of its weekly residence at the RVT, saying it would continue to put on events such as Rat Park on an ad-hoc basis.
'Duckie is a family,' says Neil Bartlett, whose award-winning career as a theatre director, performer and writer spans five decades. Bartlett used to test out his short performance pieces on Duckie nights and continues to collaborate with them because of the 'unrivalled' connection with the audience. 'I'm probably the only person whose CV includes opening a new piece at the National Theatre and at the Royal Vauxhall Tavern in the same week,' he says. 'Some people might say: 'The last thing that he did was working with Emma Corrin in the West End. Why is he going back to Vauxhall?' Well, I never left Vauxhall.'
Rat Park is a natural fit for Bartlett, because sexual politics is a thread that runs through his work. 'The intention here is to create a warm and caring space, where we can get together as a community,' he says. 'There is a concentration of addiction issues, mental health issues and loneliness, but I think we also need to talk about how we're having a fabulous time, too. We're finding new ways to love each other, new ways to have sex with each other.' And these conversations don't have to be geared around younger people. 'Each week at Rat Park I'm going to be performing a new set of five-minute monologues,' Bartlett says. 'I'll be speaking as a proud gay pensioner.'
Scottee will be taking on the role of moderator and interviewer. He hopes to facilitate face-to-face conversations that, as the LGBTQ+ community has moved online, feel more rare. To some people, meeting in a physical space might even seem like a 'radical, old-fashioned' idea. 'The art of conversation in queer culture now often boils down to, 'Hey mate, what are you into?'' he explains. 'But this is going to go beyond that. I love a bit of chat, because I think most queens and queers are very profound. We've observed and watched the world for a long time.'
Reading the event description, it's impossible to miss a sense of warmth and sheer randomness that feels representative of the LGBTQ+ nightlife spaces Duckie descends from. Promised attractions include 'shaved arses' and performances by Shirley Bassey (a drag act, not the real one). Attenders will even be served jacket potatoes and cake. 'At the heart Duckie is working-class hospitality culture, so this is what happens when that meets radical queer culture,' Scottee says. 'When money is tight, giving people a meal is a gesture. That used to happen so much more in queer community spaces, so here you're going to get shaved arses and jacket potatoes.'
In conversation with Bartlett, I tried to define that specific irreverence – a campiness that feels homely, familiar and very queer. 'High-quality chaos' was the wording I eventually landed on. 'Ooh, I'm going to steal that one,' he says. 'A loving afternoon of high-quality chaos. Who wouldn't want to come?'
Rat Park takes place on 1, 8, 15 and 22 February in London

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The Herald Scotland
3 days ago
- The Herald Scotland
Inside the ten year campaign for LGBT-inclusive education
Their campaign has been one of the most effective that Holyrood has seen, securing a victory that few thought possible, and it all started with a chance meeting back in 2014. 'I was holding a fundraiser in our local area to raise money for food banks,' Liam explains. 'Jordan had been told by a mutual friend that he should go along as they thought we might get on with each other.' That thought turned out to be correct, despite the pair's obvious differences: at the time Liam was a thirty-six year old tanker driver with a wife and a young daughter, while Jordan was a gay nineteen year old politics students at the University of Glasgow. As they got to know each other, Jordan opened up about the impact of homophobia and bullying during his time at school, the fact that such abuse was normalised, and the consequences of a total lack of representation of LGBT people in the curriculum. 'It was only when I left school that I started to learn that there had actually been a lot of other people like me throughout history,' Jordan explains. 'I read about people like Alan Turing, Sally Ride, Peter Staley, and I also learned that there was an entire rights movement too. It was through watching the documentary How To Survive A Plague, which chronicles the work of ACT UP during the HIV/AIDS crisis in the 1980s, that I saw out, proud, confident gay people advocating for their rights and that completely changed my perspective on what it meant to be gay. 'We both watched that documentary together when we first met, and I just remember saying to Liam that if I had learned about some of my community's history at school, it would have changed how I felt about myself as a young gay person, and it would have changed the perspectives of some of my peers who thought that homophobic bullying was acceptable.' Jordan and Liam have been recognised for the effectiveness of their campaign work around LGBT-inclusive education. (Image: Time for Inclusive Education) Liam echoes those sentiments, telling me that his friendship with Jordan helped him to see that so many people – especially young people – were still suffering due to feeling that society didn't accept them: 'At that time, he was the first friend I had who was gay, and our discussions had opened my eyes to the experiences that some young people were still having in our schools with homophobia, and I had thought that we had progressed beyond that by this stage. 'When he spoke to me about the flippant use of homophobic language at his school, and the feelings of shame that caused, I realised that people like me, who aren't gay, had a role to play. I also thought about my own daughter, who was three at the time, and I knew that I wanted her generation to have a different experience at school.' For Jordan, what they were setting out to achieve was 'simply common sense education'; homophobic bullying, he says, 'has been an issue in schools for generations and needed an educational response.' At the time, they also believed that the wider social conditions that existed made change possible, presenting them with an opportunity that they couldn't ignore. 'When we first met in 2014,' Liam explains, 'it felt like the cultural and political climate was one of positivity and progress - it felt more compassionate. 'There was a lot of discussion during the referendum about creating a better Scotland and that included addressing inequality, so I thought that we would be able to successfully have a sensible conversation about homophobia in schools, and develop and deliver an educational response to this.' READ MORE The campaign began with a petition to the Scottish Parliament in the summer of 2015, followed by an emotional appearance before Holyrood's Public Petitions Committee a few months later. Despite initially expressing support for TIE's aims, the committee ultimately closed the petition in a move that attracted widespread condemnation. But support continued to grow. In February 2016, UNISON became the first trade union to offer its backing, followed by the wider STUC just a couple of months later. In the intervening period, First Minister Nicola Sturgeon publicly backed TIE during a hustings event for the 2016 election, and every major party's manifesto in the lead up to that vote made some form of commitment to inclusive education. By the spring of 2017 a majority of MSPs publicly supported the campaign and the government announced the creation of a new working group. It ultimately made 33 recommendations – all of which were accepted – in November 2018, sparking the development of new training courses, curricular resources and national policy guidelines. With the launch of in September 2021, the implementation process had begun. The changes that Jordan and Liam had hoped for in the first months of their friendship were finally becoming a reality. 'We spent a lot of time working with teachers to develop what our early educational approach and services would be,' Jordan says. 'One of them was an input with a strong focus on anti-bullying, where I share some of the experiences of homophobia that I had at school, the impact that had on me, and what helped me, while Liam discusses his perspective as someone who isn't gay, and encourages young people to consider the use of homophobic language and the impact it can have on others. 'Through those inputs, I've heard from teachers about young people who then find the confidence to open up to their teachers or parents and carers that they are experiencing bullying, or they are struggling, and they are able to get support. 'We see the very positive impact of that work and the power of hearing from someone who has overcome what is, unfortunately, a common experience for so many young people, and the hope that can provide them.' Liam agrees, arguing that their engagement work in schools, and the data they have gathered, means that they 'know that the outcomes for those young people have changed for the better.' But it's not just the LGBT children and their families who are benefitting: 'While we directly address homophobic bullying in schools, it also actually plays a role in addressing other forms of prejudice-based bullying and helping young people find the confidence to discuss issues that they are experiencing with teachers, and get that support they need. 'I also know that there are a lot of young people who aren't LGBT themselves who have developed a better understanding of the impact of homophobia and changed their behaviours towards others in their year groups. That's what motivates me, and the rest of our team, because we know how life changing that can be.' Ever since the campaign began, the scale of the task being undertaken and the number of people needing help has left little time for reflection, but as the tenth anniversary has approached, Jordan and Liam have been encouraged to think about the impact they have had. 'I can see with hindsight just how much progress has been made,' says Jordan. 'When we started our work, we didn't have a clear and considered programme for addressing LGBT-related prejudice in schools through education, and now there is national guidance, a policy framework, resources, and a professional learning course. 'Another significant change for me has been more cultural - there is now a willingness, across education, to discuss and address homophobia in schools with confidence, and there is an understanding that this is about ensuring all pupils and families are included at school.' TIE secured cross-party support for LGBT-inclusive education in schools. (Image: Time for Inclusive Education) Those broader changes are also important to Liam, who recounts a story from the early days of their work in schools: 'I remember a teacher we worked with telling us in 2016 that there were same-sex parents with a child at their school, and the parents felt that they had to make a decision about which one of them would be visible at the school for parents' evenings or sports days because they were worried about their child being bullied. That story always stuck with me as a parent because my child was going to school at that same time and those were not considerations for our family - and it should not have been for that family either. 'We have been able to see some full circle moments in relation to this, because we have been working with an academic from University of California, Los Angeles for an independent evaluation of the impact of our work, and one of their key findings has been the effect that this work has on children who have same-sex parents - with teachers observing that those children feel more confident and comfortable to discuss their family dynamic in class after the school has begun integrating this learning into their curriculum. 'No child should feel excluded or ostracised simply because of who they are, or because of their family dynamic - and that's why simple representation like a same-sex family in a storybook, during ordinary learning, can be so important and meaningful.' At a recent event to mark the tenth anniversary of TIE, speakers and other guests talked about the way in which inclusive education has been changing lives for the better, and reflected on the scale of Jordan and Liam's extraordinary achievements. But they also spoke about what comes next – a conversation that quickly turned to the need to protect the progress that has been made, with former First Minister Nicola Sturgeon saying: 'There are people coming for TIE right now in Scotland.' Host Susie McCabe, who is also a patron of the charity, repeated that message. She told the audience to 'drink and dance and have a great time' before adding: 'But tomorrow we go again. We have work to do.' A decade ago, the campaign for LGBT inclusive education had to overcome misplaced concerns that Scotland simply wasn't capable of, or ready for, such a change, but actual opposition was largely limited to a handful of fringe organisations and individuals; today it is facing attacks from a far larger cohort featuring hate groups and conspiracy theorists, but which also includes apparently respectable commentators, columnists and politicians. Jordan believes that although much progress has been made, a changing cultural climate has seen LGBT topics and education initiatives 'being weaponised and misrepresented to fan the flames of prejudice for political and ideological reasons.' 'If we look at America, we can see the effect of dangerous and false narratives that children are being 'groomed' at school, or encouraged to transition by 'woke' teachers, and it is very rooted in conspiratorial language, which ultimately attempts to disrupt trust in educational institutions and uses LGBT people to do it. We can see that rhetoric imported from US culture wars is here too, especially online, and it is utterly detached from the reality in schools.' Liam adds that the work being carried out by TIE will also have to be adapted to meet the new challenges of 'radical misogyny, the mainstreaming of so-called manosphere and incel language across social media platforms, and how this is normalising old prejudice in a new way.' 'The teachers that we employ to deliver our education services noticed changes in how prejudice was manifesting in schools, and there was this sentiment of 'cool to be cruel' that is really not disconnected from the change in climate and discourse that Jordan has spoken about. That led to us collaborating with the Institute for Strategic Dialogue (ISD) - international experts on hate speech, disinformation, and extremism - to develop the Digital Discourse Initiative, a new resource for schools to help them directly address this. 'That will be a key focus for us moving forward, making sure that we are adapting and providing solutions to new manifestations of prejudice, online hate in this instance, and continuing to work with experts to provide schools and teachers with solutions that can protect children and young people. That includes those on the receiving end of hateful or prejudicial behaviours, but also those acting on emotive propaganda that is designed to anger them and is targeted at them through algorithms that promote sensationalist content.' READ MORE But despite those regressive cultural changes, and the increasingly complex challenges they face, Jordan and Liam remain committed to ensuring that young people in Scotland get to experience an education system that makes them feel welcomed, included, and loved. Organisations like the EIS, STUC and Scottish Government support inclusive education in schools, and evidence shows that the same is true of parents. 'As parent,' Liam says, 'I think we are fortunate to live in a Scotland that has a world-leading approach to addressing homophobic bullying, one that recognises it's time to break the generational cycle of normalised prejudice in schools. 'When I speak to other parents and carers across the country, both in my personal life and through this work, I hear overwhelming support for this kind of common sense education, and recent polling reflects that too. 'I want to protect my daughter from prejudice and hate in any of its forms - and I know that's what most parents want as well.' For Jordan, who has spoken openly about being driven to suicidal thoughts during his teens, the success of TIE means that many young people now have the support and acceptance that he never found at school: 'While we didn't expect to still be around after ten years, I know the impact that this work would have had on me at school, and I see the impact that it has today for many young people and their families. 'With all of the resources and support available for schools, teachers today have the opportunity to make sure that every young person is included and reflected in their education, and that really can be life-changing.'


BBC News
7 days ago
- BBC News
Founder wants UK Aids quilt to be brought home to Edinburgh
The man behind a memorial quilt which was created to remember people who died from HIV and Aids wants to bring it back to Scotland more than 30 years Ally van Tillo took charge of the UK-wide project in Edinburgh in the early days of the Aids epidemic in the late helped set up the Names Project UK after seeing the US version of the memorial and gathered contributions from people across the country who had lost loved ones to the virus. The quilt was recently brought out of storage for an exhibition at the Tate Modern in London, attracting 70,000 visitors. Now Ally wants it to go on display in Scotland. The quilt is made up of 6ft by 3ft panels of fabric. Each one is created in memory of someone who died from Aids. The massive artwork is seen as a unique document of social history, representing 384 people from all around the UK. It is designed to remind people how far the fight against HIV has come – and how the virus no longer stops people living long and healthy Van Tillo said it was just as important for people to see it and understand its meaning today as it was when it was first told BBC Scotland News: "In total there are 42 twelve foot by twelve foot panels, each comprising up to eight smaller panels. "Lives remembered include those of the writer Bruce Chatwin, actors Ian Charleson and Denham Elliot, gay rights activist Mark Ashton and the photographer Robert Mapplethorpe."In addition, emotive testimonials, photos, and personal documents that tell the story behind the panel accompany many of the quilt panels." The original quilt project started in America in the 1980s, and it inspired Mr Van Tillo, formerly known as Alasdair Hume."It was in Edinburgh for an exhibition," he said. "It had come over from San Francisco during the festival."And I was thinking, why don't we have one here?"He found the beginnings of a similar project based in Bournemouth and met the offered to look after the project, and it Lanigan works with Aids Quilt UK, the charity which currently looks after the said there had been a stigma around Aids in the 1980s."Sometimes people couldn't be buried," she said."Funeral directors wouldn't accept the bodies of people who had died with Aids."Many families rejected their family members and would have nothing to do with them." She said the quilt was a memorial to the people who had died, a campaigning tool and a protest about the fact that the deaths were happening."Society didn't seem to be taking it seriously in terms of finding a vaccine, finding the medications that were needed, doing the work that was needed," she panel size was chosen to represent a typical grave plot. The sections would be made by family, friends, lovers, partners, cousins, uncles, aunts - anyone who had cared for the person who had died and who wanted to celebrate and commemorate their were sewn in that were very personal to the person being remembered, like a ring or a cassette panels were sent to Edinburgh where they were sewn into blocks of eight panels, creating a 12ft by 12ft fabric the success of the Tate exhibition, Ally is keen to see the quilt in Scotland again."To see it back in Edinburgh or Scotland just being shown would be brilliant," he said."Especially to myself and my husband Ian, I think it would mean rather a lot."He added: "We cannot forget, because it's through forgetting that we're seeing all these rights being taken away from people again."Ms Lanigan is similarly enthusiastic."There are still people all over the world who are dying as a result of HIV," she said."So the quilt is a very powerful reminder that we still need to do the work to end that. We haven't got a vaccine. We haven't got a cure."Scotland is our next goal. We would love to see the quilt back in Scotland where it was created."We want people to be able to see it without having to pay to see it, because again, that was part of its purpose, that people should be able to see it."


Daily Mirror
12-07-2025
- Daily Mirror
Freddie Mercury's brutal Princess Diana snub at Live Aid that raised eyebrows
When the iconic rock band Queen performed at Live Aid in 1985, Freddie Mercury refused to sit with Charles and Diana in the royal box at Wembley Stadium for one reason Princess Diana charmed millions of people across the world, including celebrities - but Freddie Mercury seemingly had no interest in schmoozing with royalty. In 1985, thousands of people gathered at Wembley Stadium for Live Aid: a charity concert to raise money for those struggling with the famine in Ethiopia. The concert, which was broadcast to more than one billion people around the world, was also attended by royal couple Princess Diana and the then Prince Charles, who watched on from the royal box. One of the day's most anticipated performances came from iconic rock band Queen, who have since gone on to perform for royalty many times. Band members Brian May and Roger Taylor went on to headline the late Queen Elizabeth's Platinum Jubilee concert in 2022, and both received OBEs throughout their career. However, during Live Aid, the late Freddie Mercury had no such desire to mix with the royals, opting not to join Taylor and May in the royal box to watch the performance in the company of Charles and Diana. In an interview with The Express, Freddie's close friend and long-term assistant, Peter Freestone, revealed that Freddie simply had 'better' things to do backstage at Live Aid than mingle with the royals. He said: "Even at Live Aid, you see Brian May and Roger Taylor in the royal box. Freddie didn't go. He was more interested in being with friends backstage, talking with Elton John, hanging out with his people. His friends were always the most important to him." Despite choosing not to spend his time with Charles and Diana, there has long been a rumour that Freddie Mercury did have a level of friendship with Diana, with the pair allegedly having a wild night together at a gay bar in South London. According to urban legend, Freddie and Diana struck up a friendship and bonded over their love of the sitcom The Golden Girls, along with celebrities like Rupert Everett and Kenny Everett. Kenny's friend Cleo Rocos said: "The group spent the afternoon drinking champagne in front of reruns of The Golden Girls with the sound turned down and improvising show dialogue with a much naughtier storyline." The evening quickly got wilder, with Diana allegedly wanting to tag along with the rest of the group as they planned to party the night away at a famous South London gay bar, the appropriately named Royal Vauxhall Tavern. According to Rocos, they disguised the princess as a man in a baseball cap, sunglasses and army bomber jacket, as she said: "When we walked in ... we felt she was obviously Princess Diana and would be discovered at any minute. But people just seemed to blank her. She sort of disappeared. But she loved it." Despite the years of rumours over the wild night, Peter Freestone debunked the claims as he told Express: "No, not at all. Maybe Diana went with Kenny but Freddie wasn't there. He never met her."