Soniah Kamal
'Why do we submit? / to fracturing?': A poetry anthology of South Asian women's traumas
An excerpt from 'Sing, Slivered Tongue: An Anthology of South Asian Women's Poetry of Trauma in English', edited by Lopamudra Basu and Feroza Jussawalla.
Lopamudra Basu
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Feroza Jussawalla
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Vivimarie Vanderpoorten
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Soniah Kamal
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Girls from good families do not write such stories
'How could I have such vile, such vulgar thoughts? Was I trying to be sensationalistic in order to become famous and rich? Was I trying to impress the West?'
Soniah Kamal
· Mar 01, 2015 · 07:30 am
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