‘I lost myself' – Keith Earls hails fan reaction after feeling ‘tired and disconnected' amid post-retirement struggles
KEITH EARLS thanked fans for their support after revealing he had become "tired" and "burnt out" since retiring from rugby.
The former
New Zealand
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Keith Earls retired from rugby after the 2023 World Cup
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He revealed struggles since retiring
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Since then, the 37-year-old threw himself into post-rugby
work
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However, his commitment came at a cost, as he outlined in a lengthy
Earls explained: "The last two years since I retired have taught me more than any course, book, or
business
coach ever could.
"I built something I was proud of. A real business. Real customers. But somewhere along the way, I lost myself in it.
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"I was always working. Always thinking about the
next
move. Saying yes to everything.
"And even when things were going well… I felt tired. Disconnected. Like I was building something for everyone else while missing the moments that actually mattered to me.
"It took hitting that wall mentally, emotionally to realise: The business isn't my identity just like
"Not a badge. Not a burden. Not the full story of who I am.
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"Now? I still build. I still care. But it's different. I've started choosing presence over pressure. Structure over chaos. Quiet over performance.
"I don't need to chase a purpose anymore. Living well is the purpose.
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"If you're tired from building something that's burning you out you're not alone. You're not behind. You're just human.
"I'm looking forward to building Eleven14 while staying true to my values."
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His honest and open admission prompted supportive comments, both from general fans and former rugby colleagues.
Jean-Marie Stander - wife of former Ireland international CJ Stander - said: "Think this is so relatable for many people".
The outpouring of backing clearly blew Earls away, as he posted a follow-up message to say thanks.
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He said: "Just wanted to say thanks for all the messages, shares and replies to my last post.
"Honestly didn't expect that response, just felt like something I needed to say out loud.
"Things are great. I feel more calm, more clear, more grounded than I've felt in a long time.
"I've got a beautiful
family
and great friends. A business I care about on my terms now. Good people around me. I'm very lucky."
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