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BBC News
07-07-2025
- General
- BBC News
'Surviving 7/7 terrorist attacks changed my life'
On 7 July 2005, London's public transport system was targeted by four suicide bombers who killed 52 people and injured more than 700 during the morning rush hour. Bill Mann, 60, survived the attack and recounts how it changed his life completely. Mr Mann was travelling in a Tube carriage on his way to work in Paddington when Mohammad Sidique Khan, 30, detonated a bomb 08:50 BST as the train was coming into Edgware Road station. He survived with minor injuries, but he described that following the blast he realised what mattered in his Mann, from Brentwood, Essex, said: "The only things I wanted to live for were the things that money couldn't buy. "I wanted to be here to have dinner with the kids in the evening, read them books, put them to bed, and I could do all those things regardless of what house I'm living in and what car I drive." Two other bombs were detonated on the London Underground at Aldgate station and Russell Square station and a third bomb exploded on a red double-decker bus beside Tavistock Square."My first memory is actually of flying through the air to the opposite doorway. I thought is this it, is this where it all ends? "I almost felt surprised because it had never occurred to me that I might die young."There was a brief pause, a brief moment of silence, and then the screaming started and I'll always remember it because there were two distinct screams. "I could hear the screams of people in the carriage that were just hysterical, but I could also hear the screams of the people that were badly injured and dying and they were very, very different."Mr Mann stayed onboard the carriage to try and help the injured, before being taken above ground to a nearby Marks and Spencer and then to a hotel. Two years after the terrorist attack Mr Mann's wife of 24 years, Johanne, was diagnosed with cancer. "It felt like I was back in the train, but obviously in many ways it was worse because it was affecting the whole family and the children were very young so that was incredibly hard to deal with," he said. Johanne passed away in 2011, leaving Bill to raise his children alone. He later left his career and became a life coach to try and help others."I can't describe how much my life had changed during that period because of those two events. Some days I would wake up in a dreadful state and think well I've just got to get through today and tomorrow would be different. "Sometimes it would be take each hour as it comes, eventually it does become a bit easier." 'We searched for Carrie' On the other side of London, the bombings robbed another family of a daughter and Taylor, 24, from Billericay, Essex, had just begun a new job at the Royal Society of Arts and had commuted into Liverpool Street station with her mum parted ways and Carrie took a Circle Line train towards Aldgate where bomber Shehzad Tanweer, 22, detonated a bomb which killed her and six others. Her father, John Taylor, was in Essex at the time and he spent days searching for his daughter in hospitals in London following the attack. "We went up to the Royal London Hospital in Whitechapel to see if Carrie was there," he said. "We had a picture of Carrie with us and we showed it to the receptionist, she said there are so many people here, but told us there was a lady upstairs that they couldn't identify."She took the photograph and went up to see this other lady, unfortunately she came back down and said, 'I'm very sorry sir, it's not Carrie'," he added. John, June, and Carrie's brother Simon would have to wait ten days for formal identification to confirm Carrie had been killed in the 76, added: "The minute someone tells you you've lost your daughter, you don't know what to do, you just descend into a black hole."You never get over it, but you get used to it. I still go to the station and can be sitting waiting to pick my son up and thinking, Carrie should be on that train." 'I had to help' Off-duty police officer Elizabeth Kenworthy, from Nazeing, Essex, was travelling on the same train as Carrie that day. She moved towards the bombed carriage after the explosion to tend to the injured and was later awarded an MBE for said: "We were underground and I couldn't communicate and couldn't protect the scene so I thought I could give basic first aid to keep these people going."Ms Kenworthy keeps in touch with two of the injured she helped, including Martine Wright, who went on to compete for Team GB in the sitting volleyball competition at the Paralympic Games in 2012. She added: "Being a police officer it was my duty to do what I could to help. "On the anniversaries, I always think of the families who lost loved ones and people who were so badly injured and what they had to live with. "They are the people we need to care about." Follow Essex news on BBC Sounds, Facebook, Instagram and X.
BBC News
07-07-2025
- General
- BBC News
London 7/7 bombings: Returning to the capital 20 years on
On 7 July 2005, four terrorists bombed London's transport network, killing 52 people and injuring hundreds more. Returning to Edgware Road Station 20 years later, Ben Thwaites from Berkshire remembers the attack in his own day started as all my days did then.I got a train into London for work. I was on the tube coming into Edgware Road from was another train leaving Edgware Road, coming towards us. That's the train the bomb was there was a smash as if we'd just clipped them, as if we'd hit each trains stopped and the tunnel went into darkness. People were screaming. You could see they were in terrible side and the bottom of their carriage had been torn first thing I was really aware of seeing was people trying to get into our carriage. They were fighting for their man in particular had a jacket on but the sleeve was ripped, he was injured and there was blood on him. He was trying to pull the carriage doors open to get to us. For a split second I didn't want him to get in. It's made me feel terrible for then, realising he needed help, we tried to prise the doors they opened, there was a sudden smell of the dust in the air from the roof - but it smelt almost like was a rushing sound, then silence. The people that were injured were hurt so badly they weren't even screaming. And the people that were more seriously injured were already dead. I suspect that we were all trapped down there for about 10 to 15 minutes, but it's very difficult to tell. Time does strange things when you're that immediately people pulled together and started helping, doing what they could.I was asked to get ties and belts and things to use as I was sent to travel through the carriages to get help from the station. 'Go home' As I came out of the station, I didn't know what to expect. Ambulances were there but they'd been to other bombings already, and so they were turning up without any equipment in them.I tried to get to the emergency services to come back into the tunnel with me. But because they hadn't had clearance, they couldn't. They wouldn't come I gave my name and address to a policeman, and asked him: "What I should do?"He just told me to go home.I ended up walking to Paddington Station and got the last train out of London. I don't ever say exactly what I saw because I don't think it's fair putting those images into other people's what it resulted in was days and days of trying to understand what had happened. And the aftermath, I would have flashbacks all the time. I still have the occasional... maybe nightmare is the best word for the bombing, I avoided London for a year. And when I eventually started to come back, the Tube was the hardest now and again, someone will drop an item that will clang - and suddenly you're back 20 years ago, on the edge of reliving those it's something that I make myself do because it's normal life. And I refuse to not live my life. I refuse to give in. For me to be here now, it feels like yesterday, like all those events happened moments looks almost exactly the same as it was that day. The shops that came to help, the hotel that gave up their foyer for people to be taken into and looked after. It's almost as if time hasn't moved - and I'm quite proud of that because it shows that London didn't change. I think the purpose of the bombings was to tear London it did exactly the opposite. If you have been affected by any of the details in this article, help and support is available at BBC Action Line. You can follow BBC Berkshire on Facebook, X (Twitter), or Instagram.
The Sun
06-07-2025
- The Sun
I stared into eyes of 7/7 bomber & saw moment he blew himself up – all I remember is a white flash… it was hell on earth
A MAN who survived the 7/7 bombings has recalled the chilling moment he stared into the eyes of a terrorist just seconds before he blew himself up. Dan Biddle, now 46, lost a spleen along with both legs and his left eye after a suicide bomb exploded next to him on a Tube train near Edgware Road station on that fateful morning 20 years ago. 6 6 6 6 In the morning rush hour on July 7, 2005, four home-grown Islamic terrorists detonated suicide bombs on three Underground trains and a bus killing 52 commuters and wounding 748. Dan, was in touching distance of lead bomber Mohammad Sidique Khan, on a rush-hour London Underground Circle line train. But despite surviving his near-fatal wounds against the odds, he can never forget the moment he locked eyes with the crazed bomber. At 8.52am Dan was leaning against the Perspex partition at the front of the second carriage on the Tube train travelling from Edgware Road towards Paddington. Suicide bomber Khan, 30, from Leeds, was on the seat the other side of the Perspex, just six inches away. In an exclusive chat with The Sun, Dan said: "As as we pulled out of Edgware Road station, I could feel somebody staring at me. 'His rucksack was on his lap in line with my knees as I stood next to him. He looked up at me, quickly lowered his eyes, put his right hand through the zip in the top of his bag and exploded himself. 'When the bomb went off in a brilliant white flash an immense amount of heat hit me." Khan had detonated a homemade bomb - made using an al-Qaeda-devised chemical recipe - that he was carrying in his rucksack. The catastrophic explosion severed both Dan Biddle's legs and sprayed coins into his face like bullets, blinding him in one eye. With the one eye he had left he looked around the wrecked train and he confessed that the carnage he witnessed still haunts him decades on. Speaking to The Sun in a new documentary that said: "Straight after the explosion, you could have heard a pin drop. It was almost as if everybody had just taken a big breat. "And then it was like opening the gates of hell. Screaming like I've never heard before." The device killed David Foulkes, 22, Jennifer Nicholson, 24, Laura Webb, 29, Jonathan Downey, 34, Colin Morley and Michael Brewster, both 52. Dan continued: "It was as if someone had pumped the carriage up to the maximum it could take and then sucked it out really quickly. 'The hand pole from the carriage speared my body before I bounced out of the train headfirst, hit the tunnel wall and landed in the crawlspace with a big chunk of metal on top of me. "My arms and hands were alight and my face was burnt as well." And now, as survivors prepare to commemorate the 20th anniversary of the 7/7 bombings, construction worker Dan faces fresh agony. Because while the great and the good will join survivors and families of the 52 dead at St Paul's Cathedral on July 7, Dan will not be one of them. Despite being the most injured survivor of the London bombings, both he and the hero who saved his life have not been invited. Dan only survived because brave former Army medic Adrian Heili ignored his own injuries to crawl under the mangled carriage to stop him bleeding to death. The former military medic had blood pouring down his face and a dislocated shoulder but instead of fleeing he stepped over several charred bodies and headed towards Dan's cries for help. The pair who are best of pals have supported each other through the horrors they have each endured in the last 20 years since fate brought them together amid the nightmare of Britain's first suicide bombing. Dan added: 'I've died three times on an operating table and had the same number of goes at killing myself. Luckily, the doctors were brilliant at saving my life and I was crap at ending it. 'It's 20 years since the bombing and it's still as crystal clear in my head now as if it happened 30 seconds ago.' 6
BBC News
06-07-2025
- BBC News
London bombings: I survived 7/7, but still see the suicide bomber everywhere
Two decades have passed since the 2005 London attacks, but the face of the lead suicide bomber, Mohammad Sidique Khan, has never left Dan Biddle's memory. It feels as real today as the day they looked into each other's eyes. "I can be in in the kitchen and he is stood in the garden," says Dan, who has complex post-traumatic stress disorder. "He's there, dressed as he was on the day, holding the rucksack, just with his hand above it, about to detonate it again."Even if Dan looks away, the bomber is still there when he looks back."I saw this guy literally disassemble himself in front of me, and now I'm seeing him again."Warning: This article contains details some readers may find distressing 7 July London bombings: What happened that day?Dan was in touching distance of Khan, on a rush-hour London Underground Circle line train on 7 July 2005. How he survived is almost beyond rational explanation."As as we pulled out of Edgware Road station, I could feel somebody staring at me. I was just about to turn around and say, 'What are you looking at?', and I see him put his hand in the bag."And then there was a just a brilliantly white, bright flash - heat like I've never experienced before."Khan had detonated a homemade bomb - made using an al-Qaeda-devised chemical recipe - that he was carrying in his device killed David Foulkes, 22, Jennifer Nicholson, 24, Laura Webb, 29, Jonathan Downey, 34, Colin Morley and Michael Brewster, both total, 52 people were killed that day, by four bombs detonated by Islamist extremists. Another 770 were injured. Dan was blown out of the train, hit the tunnel wall and fell into the crawl space between the tunnel wall and the injuries were catastrophic. His left leg was blown off. His right leg was severed from the knee down. He suffered second and third-degree burns to his arms, hands and face. He lost his left eye - and his hearing on that side suffered a massive laceration to his forehead. A pole from the tube train's internal fittings went into his body and he endured punctures and ruptures to his kidneys, lungs, colon and bowel. He later lost his was the most severely injured victim of the attacks to survive. And he was conscious initially thought the white flash was an electrical had fallen onto him, and his arms and hands were alight. He could see the flames flickering."Straight after the explosion, you could have heard a pin drop. It was almost as if everybody had just taken a big breath," Dan says, "and then it was like opening the gates of hell. Screaming like I've never heard before." Dan could see some of the dead. He tried to push down to lever himself up from the debris. He realised how profusely he was bleeding."The initial feeling was one of total disbelief. It was like, surely God, this is just a nightmare."Dan's mind immediately turned to his father, and how he couldn't bear for him to witness this."My dad cannot be the person that walks into a mortuary and goes, 'Yeah, that's my son'," Dan says. "I couldn't bear the thought of that."He didn't believe he would get out of the tunnel. But the will to survive instinctively kicked in and he screamed for first person to respond was fellow passenger Adrian Heili, who had served as a combat medic during the Kosovo war. If it had been anyone else, Dan believes he would have died."The first thing he said to me was, 'Don't worry, I've been in this situation before, and never lost anyone.'"And I'm thinking, 'How can you have gone through this before?'"And then he said to me: 'I'm not going to lie to you. This is really going to hurt.'"Adrian applied a tourniquet and pinched shut the artery in Dan's thigh to stop him bleeding to death. Dan's life was literally in Adrian's hands until paramedics were able to reach him about half an hour later. Adrian helped many more in the hours that followed - and in 2009 received the Queen's Commendation for Bravery. Dan's trauma was far from over. He was taken to nearby St Mary's Hospital where he repeatedly went into cardiac arrest. At one point, a surgeon had to manually massage his heart to bring him back to life. He was given 87 units of blood."I think there's something in all of us - that fundamental desire to live."Very few people ever get pushed to the degree where that's required."My survival is down to Adrian and the phenomenal care and just brilliance of the NHS and my wife."Physical survival was one thing. But the toll on Dan's mental health was another. After eight weeks in an induced coma, Dan began a year-long journey to leaving hospital - and he realised he'd have to navigate the world outside differently. His nights became consumed with mental torture. He dreaded having to close his eyes and go to sleep, because he would find himself back in the tunnel."I wake up and [the bomber] is standing next to me," Dan says. "I'll be driving - he's in the back seat of my car. I'll look in the shop window and there's a reflection of him - on the other side of the street."Those flashbacks have led to what Dan describes as survivor's guilt."I've replayed that moment a million times over in my head. Was there something about me that made him do it? Should I have seen something about him then tried to stop it?"By 2013 Dan had reached a dangerous low. He tried to take his own life three he had also started a relationship with his now-wife Gem - and this was a crucial turning point. The next time he came close to suicide it was Gem's face he saw when he closed his eyes, and he realised that if he ended his own life he would inflict appalling trauma on her. Gem persuaded Dan to take a mental health assessment - and he began to get the expert help he 2014 he agreed - as part of his therapy and attempts to manage the condition - to do something he thought he would never do: return to Edgware the day came, Dan sat outside the station experiencing flashbacks and hearing the sounds of 7/7 again: screams, shouting and and Gem pressed on. As they entered the ticket hall there were more station manager and staff were expecting him and asked if he wanted to go down to the platform. Dan said it was a "bridge too far". Gem insisted they all go they reached the platform, a train pulled in. Dan began to feel sick. But the train quietly moved on without incident - and by the time a third train had arrived he found the courage to board it."I feel really, really sick. I'm sweating. She's crying. I'm tensing, waiting for a blast. I'm waiting for that that big heat and that pressure to hit me."And then the train stopped at the point in the tunnel where the bomb had gone off - an arrangement between the driver and the station manager."They'd stopped the train exactly where I'd been lying. I remember looking down onto the floor and it was a really weird feeling - knowing that my life really came to an end there." As the train pulled away, something inside Dan urged him to get off at the next station and move forward with his life."I'm going to leave the station, I'm going to do whatever I'm going to do today, and then I'm going to marry this amazing, beautiful woman," he says. The two tied the knot the following years on, Dan feels driven to do something positive with his now runs his own company helping disabled people into work - a professional journey he might never have embarked on had it not been for the bomb. He still has flashbacks and bad days but he's finding ways to manage them - and has published a book of what he has been through."I'm very lucky to still be alive. I've paid an immense, enormous price. I'll just keep fighting every day to make sure that him and his actions never win."A list of organisations in the UK offering support and information with some of the issues in this story is available at BBC Action Line
The Sun
23-06-2025
- The Sun
I'm 7/7's worst injured survivor & nearly died 3 times after bomber blew up train next to me – I'm facing fresh agony
JUST ten seconds after the suicide bomber caught Dan Biddle's eye he unzipped his bag - and blew up the train. The catastrophic explosion severed both Dan's legs and filled the carriage with the stench of burning meat. 6 6 6 Ripping through his body, the blast sprayed coins into his face like bullets, blinding him in one eye. With the one eye he had left he looked around the wrecked train - the carnage he witnessed still haunts him decades on. And now, as survivors prepare to commemorate the 20th anniversary of the 7/7 bombings the construction worker faces fresh agony. Because while the great and the good will join survivors and families of the 52 dead at St Paul's Cathedral on July 7, Dan will not be one of them. Despite being the most injured survivor of the London bombings, both he and the hero who saved his life have not been invited. In the morning rush hour on July 7, 2005, four home-grown Islamic terrorists detonated suicide bombs on three Underground trains and a bus killing 52 commuters and wounding 748. Dan, now 46, lost a spleen along with both legs and his left eye after a suicide bomb exploded next to him on a Tube train near Edgware Road station on that fateful morning. A 20p piece, which punctured his leg like a bullet, remains lodged in his right thigh bone and the face and actions of bomber Mohammad Sidique Khan are permanently wedged in his tortured mind. He only survived because brave former Army medic Adrian Heili ignored his own injuries to crawl under the mangled carriage to stop construction worker Dan bleeding to death. The pair who are best of pals have supported each other through the horrors they have each endured in the last 20 years since fate brought them together amid the nightmare of Britain's first suicide bombing. I was a hero cop who busted 7/7 terrorists - how a chance meeting on holiday revealed my own BROTHER was a ferocious £3m drug lord Adrian and Dan were speaking to The Sun when they discovered that neither of them are among the invited guests who will attend a commemoration service on July 7, organised by the Mayor of London. Dan says: 'That's crazy. I'm the worst injured survivor from all four attacks. It just shows the level of contempt that Adrian myself and others are treated with. 'It's not like they won't know who we are. I've been pretty vocal over the last 20 years about wanting a public inquiry and how bad the Criminal Injuries Compensation Authority operates.' Adrian, who won a Royal Humane Society award for his bravery in 7/7 adds: 'I've never been invited to any memorial day in the last 20 years.' To mark the anniversary, Dan has written a book, Back from The Dead, telling the incredible story of how he survived not only the bombing but the demons that have haunted him for two decades. 'Died three times' He says: 'I've died three times on an operating table and had the same number of goes at killing myself. Luckily, the doctors were brilliant at saving my life and I was crap at ending it. 'It's 20 years since the bombing and it's still as crystal clear in my head now as if it happened 30 seconds ago.' It took just 10 seconds for construction site manager Dan's life to change for ever. At 8.52am he was leaning against the Perspex partition at the front of the second carriage on the Tube train travelling from Edgware Road towards Paddington. Suicide bomber Khan, 30, from Leeds, was on the seat the other side of the Perspex, just six inches away. 6 6 Dan recalls: 'His rucksack was on his lap in line with my knees as I stood next to him. He looked up at me, quickly lowered his eyes, put his right hand through the zip in the top of his bag and exploded himself. 'When the bomb went off in a brilliant white flash an immense amount of heat hit me. It's 20 years since the bombing and it's still as crystal clear in my head now as if it happened 30 seconds ago 'It was as if someone had pumped the carriage up to the maximum it could take and then sucked it out really quickly. 'The hand pole from the carriage speared my body before I bounced out of the train headfirst, hit the tunnel wall and landed in the crawlspace with a big chunk of metal on top of me. My arms and hands were alight and my face was burnt as well. 'Shredded and blown' 'The left leg was gone above the knee, the right leg was shredded and blown around 180 degrees. I was on my back but my toes dug into the ground. 'With one eye I had left, I saw bodies and body parts all around. There was a girl lying behind me. I could see the catastrophic injuries which had left her dead. 'Something was digging in my back. I pulled it out. It was a foot in a black brogue shoe. I just screamed for help in absolute fear and panic. I didn't think I would live and I'm not one of these people that's frightened of dying. 'But I was terrified of dying alone. I didn't want my dad to have to identify what was left because I could see the devastation that the blast had caused.' Dan's piercing screams had been heard – by Adrian, who had been in the third carriage. The former military medic had blood pouring down his face and a dislocated shoulder but instead of fleeing he stepped over several charred bodies and headed towards Dan's cries for help. Not knowing where the electric track was still live, Adrian crawled under the carriage through pools of blood to get to Dan. Dan says: 'All my bad luck ended after the bomb had gone off because I was found by probably the most ideal person that could have found me in that tunnel that day. 'In the space of 30 seconds to a minute I came face-to-face with the worst that humanity had, in the scumbag that did this to us, and then the very best. Not for one moment did Adrian think to himself 'I could get killed here'.' The 44-year-old South African who had served on four tours in Kosovo, told Dan 'Don't worry, I've been in this situation before. I'll get you out'. Adrian, who was working as bodyguard back then, pushed his hand into what was left of Dan's leg, pinched the gaping femoral artery shut to stop his life ebbing away. Such was the chaos of 7/7 that Adrian asked for a first aid kit to be brought to Dan as he lay in the tunnel but when he opened the wooden box the only thing in it was an onion. After 40 minutes, help arrived and as Dan was loaded into an ambulance Adrian vowed 'It doesn't matter where you go, I'll find you'. It would be three months before they were reunited. Incredibly Dan still carries photos on his phone of his injuries when he arrived at St Mary's hospital, Paddington. He says: 'I looked like somebody who had been put through a chipper. Doctors found £7.40 in cash embedded in my body. The 20p piece is still there 'I died three times in the operating theatre. In the space of 30 seconds to a minute I came face-to-face with the worst that humanity had, in the scumbag that did this to us, and then the very best 'I have a scar on my chest where they opened me up and a surgeon put her magic fingers into my chest and manually pumped my heart. 'All the machines said I was well dead but the surgeon never stopped massaging my heart. At 15 minutes they are obliged to make it official that I'm a goner. 'The hands-on doctor had nine seconds left when my heart began beating on its own. I woke up eight weeks later.' Over the years Dan and Adrian - who appear in the four-part Netflix series Attack on London: Hunting the 7/7 bombers from July 1 - have become mates linked by the horrors they witnessed in the tunnel. Dan says: 'Amazing medical care put my body back together. 'My mind is as broken' 'But my mind's just as broken now as it was 20 years ago because there are some things that are so enormous that your brain can't process it. 'I'm sure it's the same for Adrian. We don't remember our trauma without reliving it. 'Sirens are a massive trigger because when Adrian and the paramedics carried me out of the station the noise of sirens was everywhere. 'I smell burnt meat. I'm not in a restaurant, I'm back on the floor of that tunnel after I've seen somebody burn to death. That doesn't go away. People say time's a great healer - it's a load of cr*p. I'm living the life sentence that the bloke that did this to me should be serving 'What time does is it teaches you the mechanisms to manage the impact of the trauma. It doesn't lessen the frequency of the flashbacks and the night terrors.' Dan suffers from complex PTSD and after 20 years Mohammed Khan the bomber still haunts his mind daily. Both men also suffer guilt, Dan for surviving when so many died, Adrian – who went back into the tunnel 12 times – wondering if could have saved more lives. Ten years ago this month, Dan married the love of his life, wife Gem, near their home in South Wales and Adrian was delighted to be there. Adrian, who now runs a specialist tunnelling company, tells Dan: 'I might have fixed your body and kept you alive but Gem definitely fixed your heart and your mind.' Dan, who runs his own company helping disabled people find work, does not know what the next 20 years hold. Because of what his body has gone through he cannot get life insurance or a mortgage. He says: 'If I drop dead tomorrow, Gem has got nothing. 'Khan robbed me of not just my legs, my eye, my spleen and my sanity. He robbed me of being able to provide a secure future for my wife through no fault of my own. 'I'm living the life sentence that the bloke that did this to me should be serving.' 6 Call for public inquiry FOR 20 years, pals Dan Biddle and Adrian Heili have campaigned for a public inquiry into the 7/7 bombings. Dan says: 'It was the first Islamist extremist terrorist attack and the first suicide attack on UK soil. 'How much did MI5, MI6 and counter-terrorism units know about the four bombers - Khan, Germaine Lindsay, Shezad Tanweer and Hassib Hussein. 'I believe they identified them quicker than I was identified. 'Rightly we had public inquiries into the Manchester Arena attack, the Grenfell fire and the shooting of John Charles Menezes. 'So, what makes 7/7 different? Because the blame sits with the government.' Adrian adds: 'If you sweep it under the carpet for 20 years it festers and people become more doubtful of government if they are not if they're not getting the answers. 'We just don't want it to be forgotten.'
