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The Friday Poem: ‘Little King' by Heather Holdaway
A new poem by Heather Holdaway.
Little King
Austerlitz
Looking across the frozen lake
I demanded mama's soup from Corsica
To be heated
Slightly higher heels
For my riding boots
A fresh quill to sign the inevitable Treaty
Tomorrow
And my men
Oh my men
Oh my glorious tomorrow men
None of whom need higher heels
For their riding boots
Tonight to wait
Under pine fronds
To remember despite our fake limping
Our many loud shouts of man,
How sad and unfulfilled and poorly we sure were feeling
Imminent victory
Is imminent
Also to remember please
To avoid the touching of their winkies
To the ice.
***
Borodino
Have you ever won
Technically
Followed the Yellow Brick Road that
Leads to the Emerald City
Only some total rip
Has set it on fire
And you slowly rub your hands together
In its glow
Avoiding eye contact
With your men next to you
Oh your men
Oh your men for whom there is no more tomorrow
Who you would like to bathe in a bath of warm bubbles
Soft flannels for their scarred backs
Hot soup for their hollow selves
Slowly blackening from their digits inward
Despite the heat of Moscow
Have you?
Nah.
Me neither.
***
Elba
It is an hour after midnight
Men have brought me a letter
Their faces turn from mine
Men, I would like to insist in my socks
Men, about Moscow, look
About this whole Elba misunderstanding
But the letter is about you
It is small, damp from the crossing
Betrayed with the fingerprints of many men
I had once dreamed to be your stockings, your little boots, your gloves
To hold you
Tall in my love
Now, men close the door behind them and ignore my raw weeping
Then they open the door again
Shuffle in
Confiscate my letter opener that
Slit open the great white belly of this news
For it to pour out
Welcome as the guts of fish
Then they close the door again softly
Still glorious, my men
A locked room
On an island
Has never felt lonely
Until now
I cannot even click my heeled boots together and ask to go home
Because it is late
And I am socked
And you are gone
We die in the midst of marvels
And so I live on without you,
Josephine.
Notes
Little King – Elba section references Napoleon I, Emperor of the French 1769-1821, (2022) Letters to Josephine. Musaicum Books. Translated by Hall, Henry Foljambe.
'It is an hour after midnight', and 'We die in the midst of marvels' are direct quotes from Letter No.4, Series A from Letters to Josephine.