I was an OnlyFans star — now I want to restore my hymen and return to my Mormon roots

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4 days ago

A Texas OnlyFans star plans to undergo hymen restoration surgery in a bid to return to her Mormon roots — a decision she claims would make her late husband proud.
'I'm not doing this to undo my past but to honour how far I've come,' Holly Jane, 42, told Jam Press of her plan to wind the block back on her sex life.
5 'I had a moment in prayer where I felt God speak to me, saying, 'You are not broken. Go and be restored,'' said Jane.
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The 42-year-old mother of three, who describes herself on her website as 'your favorite next-door milf,' claims she was kicked out of her church when they found out about her NSFW side hustle.
5 Jane claims her husband would've supported her decision.
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Now she hopes to surgically wipe the slate clean — an idea she said came to her during prayer like a 'divine directive.'
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'I had a moment in prayer where I felt God speak to me, saying, 'You are not broken. Go and be restored.'' recalled the born-again virgin, who shares salacious snaps to her over 1.6 million Instagram followers. 'That moment gave me everything I needed.'
To renew her V-card, Jane plans to undergo a hymenoplasty, also known as a hymen repair, in which the surgeon sews together the torn edges of a woman's hymen with dissolvable stitches.
5 'I had already made peace with God about my job and what I've had to do to put food on the table after my husband died,' Jane said.
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She views the procedure, which costs a cool $3,000, as a 'sacred rebirth.'
However, Texan insists that her vaginal rejuvenation op is not meant to 'shame' or judge 'people who enjoy sex,' but rather about restoring a sense of freedom.
The skin-fluencer explained that she already made her peace with God about how she put food on the table after her husband died in an accident in 2017 at just 31.
'This felt like the final layer of that healing,' said the widow, who insisted that she's not trying to erase her 'wonderful' deceased husband or what they had.
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'On the contrary, I believe that by doing something to strengthen the faith we both shared, we are brought closer together – even though he is no longer with us,' she said. 'I know he would have been supportive of what I want to do.'
Jane's decision might've been divinely inspired and tied to her late husband, but she claims she's not going under the knife for the church or any man.
5 Jane, outside her Mormon church.
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'I'm not preparing myself for someone or doing this for the Mormon community,' said the penitent-cum-pornographer. 'I've already been judged by my church – I let go of the need for their approval a long time ago. I'm finally treating myself with reverence.'
She said she hopes that her saga will inspire others who struggle with shame, claiming, 'The church says purity can be lost – but I believe purity is claimed.'
'It's not about your body, it's about your soul,' she said. 'Living in truth, refusing to hide and forgiving myself for burdens I was never meant to carry – that's purity to me now.'
5 Holly Jane with her late husband Stephen.
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This isn't the first influencer who's attempted to surgically restore her virginity.
Last year, a Brazilian influencer announced plans to revert to her pre-romp days by dropping more than $19,000 on a vaginal rejuvenation operation