Shocking Testimonies Reveal Israeli Soldiers' Psychological Collapse

Days of Palestine

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DaysofPal – In a rare breach of silence, five Israeli soldiers have come forward with harrowing testimonies detailing the psychological trauma, moral disillusionment, and war crimes committed by Israeli occupation forces during the assault on Gaza. These testimonies—collected by Haaretz—offer a chilling counter-narrative to the sanitized image portrayed by Israeli military leadership.
Their accounts reveal unfiltered truths: deep emotional breakdowns, dehumanization of civilians, and growing disbelief in the stated goals of the war. For these soldiers, Gaza was not a battleground of purpose—but a graveyard of humanity.
'I Just Want This to End'
Or, a 20-year-old from the Paratrooper Reconnaissance Unit, described the aftermath of an airstrike in Khan Younis:
'We approached the ruins of a house… five, maybe six bodies… Two of them were children. I saw their bones. Dogs had eaten parts of them. The smell stuck to me for days.'
The horror left him broken: 'We rushed onto the Humvees again. I wanted to run, but I didn't have the courage. This war is a nightmare.'
'The Most Terrifying Memory'
Yonatan, 21, of the Kfir Brigade, recalled his deployment to Jabalia:
'During the day we roasted, at night we froze. Sand stuck to our skin. Hardly any people—just stray dogs searching for scraps.'
He described an incident where a commander casually shot dogs near their position, calling them 'terrorists' dogs.' But his worst memory came when an explosion killed his best friend.
'Blood filled my mouth. I thought I was hit. But it was his blood. He begged me to help, but I froze. I couldn't sleep or eat for days.'
'How Many Friends Must I Bury?'
Omer, from the Givati Brigade, expressed his bitter disillusionment:
'After October 7, we were euphoric. But now? I've lost so many—school friends, unit mates, neighbors. And many died for no reason: no support, no planning.'
He added, 'We keep our wills on our phones. We even joke about who'll attend our funerals.'
'I Don't Know If I'll Ever Heal'
Yair, from the Nahal Reconnaissance Unit, detailed the unrelenting pressure:
'Ten days with your boots on. Lying in dirt, barely conscious. I'm losing hair from stress. One of our squads was wiped out. I'm alive—but broken.'
'I tell myself not to cry. I'm lucky. But the fear… the guilt… I don't know if I'll ever recover.'
'I Lost Faith in This War'
Ori, 22, from the elite Yahalom engineering unit, shared his journey from belief to despair:
'I truly believed we were protecting civilians. But after the funerals, the hostages killed in our own strikes—doubt became certainty.'
He accused the government of prolonging the war for political gain:
'This war has no justification anymore. It's a cycle of death, not victory. We're risking everything for nothing.'
Ori issued a plea to Israeli Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu:
'When will you stop? At 900 dead? A thousand? Please. Just stop.'
These rare, public confessions puncture the carefully managed Israeli narrative, revealing the severe mental toll on soldiers—and the brutal impact on Gaza's civilian population. As the war grinds on, even those who once fought with conviction now question the very mission they were sent to fulfill.
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