Courtney Stodden breaks down in tears over past 'abuse' amidst her struggles with sobriety
On Thursday, the 30-year-old revealed she's on day three of giving up alcohol and how she's feeling a change inside and out.
Not only was there a fresh breakout of spots on her face and chest, but painful memories from her past flooded her thought process, especially the time that her first husband Doug Hutchison, 65, (who she called her former 'groomer') gave her liquor.
Too much: She broke down in her video on Thursday and revealed how her ex-husband who'd have 'bottles and bottles of alcohol' a day and push her to drink so he could 'control' her
Stodden said Hutchison, who she married when she was 16 and him 51 in 2011, would drink 'bottles and bottles of alcohol' a day and pushed her to drink, too, so he could 'control' her.
However, these days she no longer wants to feel 'out of control', so she's staying away from the booze - even if the journey's challenging.
The cover girl also noted that many of her friends were not happy that she's decided to be sober as they would not know what to do with her being 'healthy', but she's set on sticking with her plan no matter what and would not take up drinking again just to please her pals.
She said in her clip: 'If people don't get it, then maybe they shouldn't be around.'
Her caption read: 'The painful truth.'
Stodden, who recently revealed that she's 'very happy with the decision' as she worked on her 'sobriety journey and overall health', got married to movie producer Jared Safier, 42, in December.
The star, who's signed on for a new Lifetime biopic, said: 'Giving up alcohol also helps with my mental health. I feel better without it.'
She explained that she'd reached for drinks in the past whenever she felt stressed by fame: 'Alcohol was my escape for years, but it turned into a trap. I used it to survive trauma, but it ended up making me feel more lost and ashamed. This breakup isn't just with a substance - it's with a version of myself I'm ready to leave behind.
'At some point, blacking out stopped being cute. I used alcohol to deal with pain, but all it did was make things messier - and make me louder in all the wrong ways. I'm finally cutting ties. Alcohol and I? Total toxic ex energy.'
Stodden and Hutchison finalized their divorce in March 2020, after they separated in 2017 and she filed to legally split in 2018.
Poisonous past: What struck her the most was memories of her toxic ex, who she called her former 'groomer'
So-called friends: She noted that many of her pals were not happy with her decision to be sober as they did not know what to do with a 'healthy' version of her
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